Timely arrival of a new century, and every minute to go forward. Every day, new things happen. I always think that people only child, will be curious of things. What is happening around you, outside of everything I intended.
First of all, my garment factory.
a sudden burst of Menting Law bird immediately all walks of life, clothing wholesale market closed almost deserted. On the street, everyone wearing a large mask passing by, talking should keep their distance, even the uniforms are basically stopped. Human life can not be guaranteed, and who has thought to take care of the uniforms the students do? Communication between friends and relatives and exchange is also thanks to the phone. Thank the high-tech, home phone especially busy together.
was reported early in the morning is often the message: still alive, he was a doctor from head to foot with protective film to wrap up. But I do not know how the middle and ran away, we all have to be careful ah! out to be wary of strangers ah! do not hit it! br>
Lei, do not go to school today are, ah! I'll give you a teacher called. Breathing are not open for fear of a bacteria of the mouth to inhale one. In this atmosphere of panic, my
Second, do not damn people have died.
my Uncle, just sixty-year-old, good to see the TV, suddenly go to the bathroom. When he got up to head to the side of a crooked,UGG shoes, children did not come to die in one breath. Hospitals do not have time to go. We all expected to be stroke or myocardial infarction, because no doctor identified, all are also estimated.
most hateful, is my great aunt. My Uncle's death has not been one hundred days, large aunt to find a wife and child. My mother and her had a big fight to find a most authoritative grandfather Yeshui thing. Swear to this
Uncle usually not seen any physical illnesses, holidays, I often go to see him. After he died, I often think of my childhood in the night thing. I think Uncle points out a bowl of rice is, I think of Uncle taught me those songs, I think of Uncle Tai Shou Wu with Glowing frostbite on my ear.
then in the winter of 2003, Huang Yongfu's father died. This Wenliang Dun thick old life with people, dying cancer tortured been a very tough battle, he had the lung cancer. Some are doing our brothers and sisters of filial piety, or not able to keep living his life. Accountable elderly dying: funeral simple to do.
is the least bloody Deng T, alcoholism.
when he died aged only forty-one 2004, the twelfth lunar month. It is said that day he and two friends drinking,UGG boots, then he drank high, the two friends to send him home. They are afraid of his wife nagging and put him in the door and left. They thought his wife would make him into the house, which his wife wanted to go out dancing, the night before I came back. Alcoholism with cold, his wife came back, Deng T had stopped breathing.
I carefully calculated a moment, the day of his alcoholism, it is the last time we met the day after.
I did not go to his funeral. After hearing the bad news from, I started sleeping. I am like a child and wrapped themselves up with the quilt sleep. Do not eat,cheap UGG boots, drink, do not speak, do not cry, there is no perception and reaction. Zhuangzhuang and Beibei call Lei-lei, I was unable to hear. Huang Yongfu anxious had no choice but to take over my mother. Hear the voice of my mother, I
woke up, the skin inside, inside the muscles, bones, head and crevices, where are the pain. Vague doctor's diagnosis, he could not say what ails me.
I am the only fully appreciate: what is Looking for facial wrinkles, and count how many they had. If the mirror Kazakhstan breath, I'll look much younger. In fact, people do not mirror from a closer distance than the Man. Therefore, I think my public image than the mirror to see younger.
eighteen years of marriage, age four years old, tall and somewhat plump than before, but it is also very well-proportioned, and not much fat. No matter how the disdain with which the little girl looked at me, I just do not admit that old. But I admit that I was mature. When I Huang Yongfu head taller than me with a son and two daughters Ruhuasiyu walking down the street, I was very rewarding. Look, I did not make things very bad, my family looks so happy and happy.
But I often feel confused. I am in the end what kind of life? Or, what kind of life for me? I'm like an actor in a stage without the audience inexplicably show. Now it's time to face their own. A person's heart, how much can withstand the unbearable pressure? Look in the mirror, I try to honestly face yourself.
atrium and placement of the heart where it is the heart of the home.
The first is the Parents, brother and sister are guests in my life. Children, is not it? Of course, the children around us is surrounded by birds, wings hard, after all, to fly away.
followed by Such as Huang Yongfu, he is my life partner, Ruxiong, as a father, such as Friends. Of course, occasionally, children and parents will come in, but they will not permanent.
then there should be a If Deng T, he has drifted away from my life outside. We can not see one side more than ten years, we have not said a lifetime Is deeply hidden in the depths of my life, every moment, have not forgotten.
but I always believed that my life apart from the living room, bedroom, chamber, but also should have a pavilion. It is hidden in the soul, the soul of the place of our settlement. Like a mirage, where we appease the frightened soul, taste the joy of life, the secret treasures of life.
really good candid. Conclusion one, enlightened, focused on the vital, Gangjumuzhang, suddenly in front. I suddenly see their hearts out. Then it is not difficult to explain why the seemingly perfect life, I do not happy why. My side of the family, they are guests in my life. We are considerate and caring with each other, we can greetings. But we also need a kind of spiritual dialogue, but also expect a blend of soul. Apparently, they can not, so I will be lonely.
say, is not hypocritical. On the contrary, I just want to be more honest with yourself. A woman, if you can not do on their own candid words,UGG boots clearanc, where there can count on honest miracle? People say
However, as long as there is life, life will continue. Then, adjust, compromise. When we can not change lives, we only had to adjust their mentality. Grid due diligence, dedication to fulfill our duty and mission. So, as we expect, Ciaran was a good wife, good daughter, good wife, good mother.
after all, like the end of the Lunar New Year, Chinese New Year 2008 in the end come. Always look forward to snow, the result day then people would like. Afternoon or snow day before, a look up the next morning, Oh! Really clean and the white earth, ah!
ah! Son jumped up early in the morning, me too. We pack to pack up, go to a nearby park. See snow, Taxue, snowball fights. Many people laughed, clamor, beaming! I and Huang Yongfu trounced by children! Then we ran into the McDonald's hot, one of two cones, a small cake. Impeccably white cream all over his face, along with the face of the sweet and satisfying.
snow of the world, but sparkling clean. People walking around with joy, they are busy stocking the purchase. Pay attention to look, and another wave of children born baby! Prior to the wave of children it has been up and down the slide in the children, children are given the unique animal-like scream, vibrant, resounded through the sky, completely ignoring the cold snow. I look at these little guys are tireless, hands are small one's face red with cold. It's almost no reason they toss and happiness that makes you genuinely happy.
Oh! The world was originally the case. Regardless of whether it is because the parents love and nurture, and regardless of whether those parents in the future despicable and shameless, the children always pure! Cute! Innocent! Continuation of life from generation to generation! There is no reason! So, we have no reason to complain about life?
late at night, all the children to sleep, hustle and bustle of the city was finally quiet.
Wan Lai silence, all the joy and glory are shutting me out. The stage is not the audience does not need an actor. Day at the moment and I Natan different person. I like a lady come down, then stood side window, watching the night without a word. The window to see a one, lights go out one by one. Who sent the dog howling! Listen to the voice I knew it was a large dog, was thrown into the apartment of a large dogs! How depressing it is a cry ah! However, it can be howling good and evil, which can be used to imagine the forest and wilderness howling! That is what I want the sound, but I reached middle age, I can not wantonly Howl!
So I turned back, sitting in front of the computer, Qiaoxia this period, such as flowing section of the line of text, this is the witness of history.
Suddenly, something set off my curtains, I quietly. Because I know that it was dawn, a new day has come again.
and we all know, the so-called life, will be passed soon.
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